Sunday, September 11, 2011

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Thinking.

It seems that there is a time for everything. Opportunities, a chance or a choice. Life and death. But anyway, here are some thoughts.

- Here I am in the sea of experiencing different emotions. Sometimes I do wonder what type of emotions should I exhibit. In different setting, you could produce different results to different people. Yet, it could be a mistake to some as what you show wasn't the right emotion for the occasion.

- Am I a hypocrite? I don't intend to if I am. Sometimes, my heart tells me what to do or say, but at the very last moment, my actions differ from what was meant to be done. Then I would blame myself again for not following what my heart tells me.

- A sad reality is that there is a need to go with the flow as it's the only way to survive. It's the only way to stay out from the oppressing stereotype created by the society. Life is hard. It's the decision you had made that makes what you have step in today.

- To create an atmosphere of peace, tolerating with people is needed. Give and take. Sooner or later, it becomes a habit. To just close one eye so that you won't need to waste time and energy and prevent from misunderstandings slowly creates a comfort zone of not bothering at all. Ignorance is bliss.

- There is a reason for different people who have entered your life at different place and time. Some good, some bad. They are the ones who shape, form and break us. But at the end, it is them who made us who we are today. Standing and facing the reality.

Thus, we shall continue to walk in our unpredictable journey because it is what makes it interesting so that you will have a story to tell in the future.

Saturday, August 27, 2011

Whee~

After going through the thick and thin drilling life of the 3b semester, it's finally time to enjoy!

But here's a reflection of 3b sem.
3 subject in two months. I guess that it wasn't that heavy. But weekly assignments were killing. ICT was really challenging. But i did benefit a lot from it. We learn great stuff that most people did not know, or maybe knew. But here's a blog about it. Learning Diversity: We need to understand and memorize plentiful of stuff. I declare we're still EXAM Oriented. =.=''' While Teaching L&S in ESL Context was interesting. READ the whole TEXT book. wow! I guess i understand a lot more about how people listen. :) We have a listening tank! lol~

I enjoyed my hostel life. And I think IPG life is fun! You get to see the different types of people and you need to learn how to be flexible in order to maintain peace. Tolerant is needed everywhere. And a challenge is unavoidably bound in every good relationship. i guess only after it's successfully resolved then you only get to understand more and be closer to someone. So, remember that when you encounter a moment like this, don't back stab your friend but believe in yourself that you can make up with them. Unless, it could not be helped anymore la.

Life in Miri: ooo... I love to go outing! And Weekly LAKSA sangat BEST! There's not much entertainment that i like, so i guess studying there is good. And I've finally been to E-Mart. and My gosh! It's FAR, like 40 minutes to an hour away from town. tsk tsk tsk... But anyway, the place was a mammoth, freakish awesomely huge! Well, I do understand because that place is the only place for people to buy stuff, i mean based on the radius of 20 kilometer. So that place is the furthest place I've been in Miri, besides Lambir. Guess the next destination is Brunei. ;)

Now, i have 1 week of break! Time to recharge myself for the brand new 2nd year ahead! whee!
We're all batteries ba.
I remember a quote that says something like this: Don't Find a Life but go Create a Life that you want. :D hehehe. So Happy holiday people!

p/s: Have you noticed the Bold words?

Friday, August 12, 2011

moments

life is a cycle. no matter how high you are (like Mt. Everest), you will eventually get your way down again.

well, a lot of things has occur on the few weeks that has gone by. happy moments sad moments you name it.

but this week was pretty harsh. it was happy but then ended up quite sad. confusing too. assignments are on the rise like a tsunami attack. and then conflicts happened. and then i hurt my self again by accidentally hitting my toe on the door. now the entire fourth toe is like charcoal.

and i think in my life, this is one of the most remorse time ever. i mean, it could not be helped or avoided.

but then. life is a cycle. just hoping to see the fine silver line at every thundery cloud. and i know, one day when i reflect back in history, it will be another story to tell.

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

绿豆汤



很多的绿豆

煮以后变成

绿豆汤


绿豆汤

你在哪里


绿豆汤

我想念你


绿豆汤

和 sago 一起


绿豆汤

我想吃你


This is a short poem, of a yearning for a bowl of green bean soup. ah...

and forgive my chinese. now, kinda regret for not learning it properly, but it could not be helped.

composed within a time frame of 1 minute. hehe. Enjoy ya!


xx rach xx

Sunday, July 24, 2011

Kanak-kanak Riang!

It's been 4 weeks since
I've arrived here
everything going on is a rush
lectures, ppt, books = tonnes

but anyway,
here i am
sharing an experience
which happen on the 22nd July 2011

it was a Friday morning
where the day before,
I was watching Fruit Basket= watch like crazy
and continued watching after morning events ended.

So it was like this
Since it's Bulan Membaca
everyone in class was assign
to read to the Kindergarten kids next door.

My day finally arrived
which was on the 22nd July 2011
So wearing my inspiring color: Blue
Off i went at 10.30am to the room!

And there!
The kids were eager to listen to the story
that I was going to tell
Sang Monyet dan Buaya

Though they heard it before
they said that they don't mind to hear it again
and off I go
with the help of Nigel as an assistant to hold the book.

and I told the story
while standing up
and the kids were sitting down
listening with a full heart!

they were cheerful by being noisy
and they were lively when i asked them questions
they understand the moral of the story
and I hope that they will apply it in their life.

though my BM was pretty weird
but i manage through during that time
even though it was a short time
but it was memorable and fun!

They gave Salam
in the beginning and the end
I hope a second chance will be given
to share with them again!

So here ends the story of
Kanak-kanak Riang!

Friday, June 24, 2011

Friends

today is a memorable day!!!

undercover myself to go back to the old IPG. X) and meet my friends. you cant live without friends. hehehe. and then had a test and attend class. X)

and the went to CP with them. after that, Rosa fetch me to Upperstar with my high school friends. hehe.

Beautiful Day!