It seems that there is a time for everything. Opportunities, a chance or a choice. Life and death. But anyway, here are some thoughts.
- Here I am in the sea of experiencing different emotions. Sometimes I do wonder what type of emotions should I exhibit. In different setting, you could produce different results to different people. Yet, it could be a mistake to some as what you show wasn't the right emotion for the occasion.
- Am I a hypocrite? I don't intend to if I am. Sometimes, my heart tells me what to do or say, but at the very last moment, my actions differ from what was meant to be done. Then I would blame myself again for not following what my heart tells me.
- A sad reality is that there is a need to go with the flow as it's the only way to survive. It's the only way to stay out from the oppressing stereotype created by the society. Life is hard. It's the decision you had made that makes what you have step in today.
- To create an atmosphere of peace, tolerating with people is needed. Give and take. Sooner or later, it becomes a habit. To just close one eye so that you won't need to waste time and energy and prevent from misunderstandings slowly creates a comfort zone of not bothering at all. Ignorance is bliss.
- There is a reason for different people who have entered your life at different place and time. Some good, some bad. They are the ones who shape, form and break us. But at the end, it is them who made us who we are today. Standing and facing the reality.
Thus, we shall continue to walk in our unpredictable journey because it is what makes it interesting so that you will have a story to tell in the future.